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Hurt

Every now and then, When I show you a picture. And I told you, "Pray that I won't be like this later". You told me, "It's still too early to say that," Is it too hard, for you to say "If god's willing," Is it too hard, for you to say "Amin," Is it too hard, for you to belief in me? Is it too hard, for you to put your trust on me? Because when I show you the picture, I'm trying to tell you, "You are important to me, and I really hope I'll be the best for you," I'm trying to tell you, that I don't want to be the same as the others, I'm trying to tell you, that I'm looking way further for this relationship with you, I'm trying to tell you, that I want to be serious in this relationship, and all those things will never happen, to any of us. But what you say? "It's still too early to say something like that," What do you think I heard? "I don't trust you will e...

I'll Be Honest

I'll be honest, I'm not a writer type. I'll be honest, I was never romantic. I'll be honest, I always felt lonely. I'll be honest, I felt the loneliness of not having friends once. I'll be honest, I was never a perfect person. But, For you, I'll type to my heart content. For you, I'll try my best to make you feel loved with the romantic way. Because of you, I always never alone anymore. For you, I'll try my best to never let you feel that way. Because of you, I never felt much more satisfied and perfected myself. I'll be honest. People said, "If someone loves you, they won't hurt you. If they do, they're hurting too." And when I (accidentally) hurt you, I'm sorry, I was hurt too. I'll be honest. I wasn't hurt because of what you said about me. I wasn't hurt because of what you did to me. I wasn't hurt because of your complaint about But, I was hurt because you didn't trust me. Thou...